When it is raining and my dog needs to go outside I do not want to take her out it takes every bit of me to get her outside. It’s like a baby my hubby says “no you do it “ I’m nudging him “it’s your turn “ I have to stay completely still at 4 am so she doesn’t wake up.

Why do they want you miserable why are they so hip on hurting you until you drop. then kick you when you are down. Why do they want to destroy every part of you I did everything for them I was at their side when they needed me. So how and why? So why ? They seem like they don’t care if I live or die. What makes a person or group do this to one person single them out then never turn back like they never cared.

I made you believe that I did not care anymore. I made you believe it was easy for me to just walk away. This love that we felt for each other made it hard for us to let go. I grew a chip on my shoulder I thought we  would be together forever? This is probably what made it so hard to do the right thing. I love you . Xoxo ❤️ me ❤️ Your queen

When you know , that they know, why they are doing something , I wished that I did not know !

If you want to move forward try and move slow and steady. Being persistent along side a behavior without egotism - this will improve your chances for success. Good Luck ! I am rooting for you!

You love candy kisses more than me so I will buy you a whole package will you love me then

Well I finally finished my grandfathers book. it was quite a task if you have a chance go read it. Alvin Becraft

When someone leaves you behind stay strong and barrel through you are amazing no matter what they say !You are worthy and important . Just stay on your path. Love your self

Rise and shine to a new day and a new dawn ! Don’t let anything stop you from being amazing.

Wipe that tear, To be alone is every part of everything anywhere. Without seeing or hearing them they hold you dear, So stand like their are a million and one near. Anyone you have lost and you loved here. They have pulled up a chair. They are truly cheering you on from up there. Remember … The Million and one truly care.

When you look into their eyes you can find the truth know where you stand so you can take a leap of faith or take a chance in love which one is it?

When young I cared I had an immature personality that seemed to stick with me , not quite growing into the woman they wanted me to be.I knew all along who I was ..authentic, young hearted with extraordinary features. lover sexy confident, perfectly flawed many trials and tribulations wrinkles sad happy fun scared made all of me wiser, now I realize you will never be happy with me. I am wrong for allowing you to waste your time on me. For allowing you to try and ruin a beautiful me. I was wrong.

A person can write a million words and say nothing. A person can write 10 words and say everything.

Chances are I do not look like this picture to the left in the photo, chances are I am a little boy or maybe an old man chances are I am a liar chances are I am not a person at all .

Times have changes this is the right time become a legend become anything you want do not wait this is the platform to everything possible look around it is a perfect storm Tic Tok has built you an platform now shine that light on yourself no laws to stop the imagination tun wild take the leap think of an idea and get to leaving a footprint on this history stagecoach. Smithsonian is at your finger tips become a chapter somewhere important because you are important and you are beautiful!!!

I was wondering is it to much to ask for to go away for three days and just two nights with you. I was thinking maybe Italy or France sounds yummy to me . I was wondering if you are interested like I am I also was wondering can you meet me in the back yard I made a little spice of Italy back there, just for a trial run. Want to go I was just wondering Loveleann

I shall work in the shadows of doubt as my light illuminates all in which was holding me back guiding me in the direction that is least resistant Clearing a space of love and compassion allowing my true potential to shine.

I Knew that one day ,,I would feel this way ,,,,it happened when I met you on that special day. as far as my love goes ,,it goes as far as the wind blows . I love you ,,,this is something you can not ignore . …. that’s what friends are for. Please remember me ….today and before. Love Leann

Depression is focusing on the past . Anxiety and fear focus on the future . Live in the now and smile.

Grass is cold beneath your feet, a breeze is warm from the summer. blossoms scent the air. The freshness fills your senses. Streams of water trickle down the rocks. Children play in the background. Interruptions of bees and cars heard in the background. Hummingbirds buzz by your head it’s time, it is definitely time. It is time to feed the birds.

It’s hard when you get confused. illusions of truth and false actions drown your emotions. You can’t begin to realize that you are not loved. You are becoming scared and broken. You are not alone . thousands of people going through the same thing. Don’t wait to be rescued because no body will come. Get out as soon as you can. It is not worth the pain and suffering. It will damage you for life. Get strong you got this. You are beautiful.

The 911 operator told her to place a blanket over it than take it outside away from her home. The plant was placed in the middle of the drive way, soon after the firemen showed up. They set it in a large see through barrel and closed the lid. 30 minutes later To her surprise a thousand tarantulas hatched. She was in disbelief but also relieved it did not happen inside of her home. True story !

This lady was telling her work colleagues that she had decorated her house in southwestern. She said she had a plant that was rocking back-and-forth and she didn’t understand why she thought her house was cursed becauseshe had gotten some Indian stuff too . The very next day she came home. It was rocking even more so she put it in the windowsill in the kitchen and than the next day it was rocking back-and-forth even more so she called 911 what do you think happened?

Envy held in vain. Vindictive whispers hide the gain. Keeping a good name. Pushers of misery and pain. Hurt souls all shaking. Confusion caused by patience. Manipulation takes the wheel. Ego shakes the deal. Theatrical acts show a light. Losing a reality eye. Eating up the fed night. Never quite making it right. All for a good reason. Finish line threatens a leave in.Never quite there. Blank stare now grips a game. Paranoia lights a flame. Victim takes the blame. Prides stolen fame.

Finally published it writing about a 20th Century Glass man and his journey how he became the man he did. My grandfather a humble and prolific man.

When they see you as the problem remember it is only their opinions of what they need you to be for them. Fill your position in life. Let them fill theirs. Sometimes others expectations can be larger than you are at that moment. Whatever happens is suppose to happen, it is setting you up for what is to come even if nobody believes in you! You must believe in yourself and Embrace it!

Why let people that have an opinion about you. deny you for making history !

You are as vulnerable as the thoughts you believe . LBeaumonte

My grandfather was a glass blower of the 20th Century he had a factory he built in his back yard his glass is popular and if you would like such a thing maybe check it out ! Thanks I am his granddaughter Leona a Beaumonte

Read Alvin Becraft of Becraft Glass Factory his journey

Losing everything is nothing The strength and power of having nothing is everything. LB

Waiting is not a matter of emptiness or laziness, but of inner conviction , use it to organize your thoughts than you will achieve your goal. Fear and obstacles are exactly that. Overcoming them is only a lesson to make bigger rewards in the end. Keep aim as your focus. Than you will achieve your aim. So preserver. You Got this! LeannBeaumonte 2022

Self discussions must be held in the open. Self interest, secret arrangements, ect. are all doomed to failure . I-Ching

Egotistical objectives will have no chance of succeeding, whereas working for a common cause will. Love Leann

Set backs are certain. The only way to keep in mind what you intend to do, is to connect to the difficult and stubborn. Keep prejudices out of it. Learn to see things objectively . Remain open to others and understand their motives. Do not put your dreams on hold. Take that horse by the reins and ride right into success. This will surely put a smile on your face. With Love, Leann B

A Rising sun in the distant view. As rain drops settle a crystal dew. Mellow clouds shadows a sky so blue . As night begins to be anew. Flickers of sun shines as speckles play. Sunshine fades the night away. As flowers blanket roots of trees . Dancing with a summer breeze. Blooming with citrus fragrant in sweet. All in the moment just to be. Leann

If no one else appreciates all you do, I truly do. You are beautiful . You comfort , you feed , and clean for everyone this proves you care and mean well and you do well . You hold a strenghth beyond a normal understanding . You are an angel. If You have enemies , just remember, it is because you are a special person with a golden heart . Shine On! Love LeannB

Happiness comes from the will of a warranted want. Love LeannB

Ominous is the dead end to the new road taken Is the stronger one who shall win. LeannBeaumonte

LB’s helpful hints.. GOT PETS AND CHILDREN! Got mosquitos, and bugs ? Try using some Adams Dip (not Adams spay or yard spray) only dip ( Amazon) the blue bottle. Put 3 cap fulls in a spray bottle and yard sprayer. Shake well. It will look milky (remove animals and people.) 1 dip animals 2 spray house 3 spray yard ! Wait three hours to let children on it , animals will be ok ! It works for first time should be reapplied for hatched eggs 2nd time reapply in two weeks. Works like a Charm! Lb

Alone I stood with only me Not to leave , just to be Was it two or was it three Standing by a light beam Gone by a shady breeze Words of nothing , I freeze A lonely mind , me I saw my feet beneath a leaf I whispered to myself “it was only me” indeed A shadow friend for we

The best things in life are the people we love, Where we have been, are the people above. By Leann Beaumonte

Time must be given if you must have patience unless you have time don’t try patience it does not end well

A broken heart is not a cruel joke, only to be a lesson in life so learn from it it is only to make you appreciate the next one more. Get up, shake it off live the life you have been given your way. Don’t be so hard on yourself , you got this ! It is only than you will know another hurdle has been taken and put to rest this is feeding your pride the right way. Heal and prevail.

Our home is where we had to stay. Serious as it seemed that day Masks and fevers were never mistaken As lives and loved ones suddenly were taken Having no idea what we were facing We now had children we were chasing Sitting in kitchens saying grace Making offices with lounging space We now know it is here to stay Stop for a moment and make time to say I love you honey it will be ok Now looking behind me, I have say it was all done “The American Way” Leann Beaumonte

I ran to the corner I found nothing. I went to the other corner I found nothing. I ran to you I found nothing. I looked in me I found nothing.Maybe if you quit looking for what is not there, you will find what should be.

You touch me than you touched my brother than you touched my friend than you touched my child than you touched my sister than you touched my husband after we lost some and some we did not once again you fooled us we let down our guards only to find you at our door step again please go away and never come back. I want to live again!

To the hurt souls out here that do not want to live. Know that it is normal to feel like that when things seem like it could not get any worse. I can say in just about an hour it will look a lot better if you do this instead like , run a bath, take a walk, cook some pasta and butter, make your bed, get a candy bar from the store, or just take a nap, this will change your mind at least for the time being . You are loved if not by anyone you know. I love you ! Hang in there. You are a star!

Everyone has an inexhaustible reserve of potential and hidden resources. Delve and you shall see what needs to be done to find your best self. Bring out the great riches you possess than share them with the world. Do not ever hold back. Let no pain, let no person ever stop you from shining a light on your rainbow inside. I am here to tell you … You are a Star! Now get out there and Shine Bright !

To avoid talking about what it is that is important , expect warranted behavior which could be worse than actually just talking.