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Im in my shop, listening to the rain pelting the metal roof. Watching the incoming storm. These are the times I am the most at peace right now. Still conflicted, but this shared thing, a closeness to you. It calms my heart, soothes my mind. I know I did the right thing, but it feels like a mistake. I miss you so much some days I cant bear it. I constantly doubt my ability to maintain this fascade. I both fear and embrace the day she asks me a question and, in a moment of desparation I tell the entire truth.

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Sean Elliot I write mostly because and about my Starlight, a person very close to me and something more. The twin of my own soul. I write mostly poetry, but also some short stories.

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SW Sassy Willow
Good cuz I’m a baby sometimes
January 22, 2022, 21:25

SW Sassy Willow
I’m sorry if I come across as needy but I freaking miss you!!
January 22, 2022, 21:09

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    I miss you too! And you can be as needy as you want with me 😊. I try to hold back so I dont seem over the top lol. January 22, 2022, 21:22
SW Sassy Willow
Sounds fun
January 22, 2022, 20:48

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Doing some sort of stripe thing on a wall, took an hour to tape it all off. Mostly sitting now keeping the little one busy and scrolling thru tiktok January 22, 2022, 20:55
SW Sassy Willow
Not as bad as I thought it would be.
January 22, 2022, 20:33

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    We are painting and reorganizing the living room January 22, 2022, 20:40
  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Thats good January 22, 2022, 20:35
SW Sassy Willow
How do you feel today?
January 22, 2022, 20:19

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Alot better. Just sinuses now but clearing up. How are you? Manage ok at work? January 22, 2022, 20:22
SW Sassy Willow
You have twin. I’m pretty sure he thought I was a nutcase cuz I kept staring. Lol Also they have ramen noodle pajama pants and I immediately thought ohhh yea he would totally wear those. 😊
January 22, 2022, 19:59

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    I have a few of those apparently. One of my friends actually hugged a guy she thought was me in another state before she realized. And yes I would def wear those haha January 22, 2022, 20:01
SW Sassy Willow
Hello hi 👋
January 22, 2022, 15:03

SW Sassy Willow
Oh Lord
January 07, 2022, 21:20

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Hope you have a good weekend, if I dont get to talk to you til later. January 07, 2022, 21:59
SW Sassy Willow
😍🥰my dragon
January 07, 2022, 20:16

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    🔥🥰🐲Ive only caught the woods on fire once and that was because i was burning out an ant bed and didnt realize dead tree roots were underneath January 07, 2022, 20:27
SW Sassy Willow
You put kerosene in your mouth😂
January 07, 2022, 20:08

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    I am a pyro... if it burns or blows up, ive probably done it January 07, 2022, 20:13
  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Meh, tastes better than gasoline and easier to get out than lamp oil January 07, 2022, 20:11
SW Sassy Willow
Is that even safe 😱
January 07, 2022, 20:04

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Yep. Better than using kerosene. I can do the same thing in my hand January 07, 2022, 20:07
SW Sassy Willow
Ooooo
January 07, 2022, 19:53

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Sooo. I actually know how to breathe fire (with fuel of course) and I have a trick where I fill my mouth with lighter fumes and then ignite it January 07, 2022, 19:58
SW Sassy Willow
Please don’t burn the building down lol
January 07, 2022, 19:06

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Lol. Nah. Been doing tricks with it January 07, 2022, 19:11
SW Sassy Willow
Hug you of course. I miss your hugs.
January 07, 2022, 17:53

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    I found a lighter in receiving... 😈 January 07, 2022, 19:03
  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    I miss yours too. January 07, 2022, 17:54
SW Sassy Willow
What are you doing?😊
January 07, 2022, 17:47
SW Sassy Willow
I have this thought sometimes where you come up here open my door and just kiss me.
January 07, 2022, 17:42
SW Sassy Willow
What even!! I was thinking about that earlier.lol
January 07, 2022, 17:41

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    If i was there right now, what would be the first thing you would do? January 07, 2022, 17:47
  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    👾 im secretly an alien and i can read your mind... January 07, 2022, 17:42
SW Sassy Willow
TikTok again and thinking about you duhr
January 07, 2022, 17:34

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    🥰 anything particular? Im thinking about that one day we were slow and I played with your hair for probably 20 minutes. January 07, 2022, 17:38
SW Sassy Willow
Same
January 07, 2022, 17:18

SW Sassy Willow
I wouldn’t just so you know. I have never felt like I have with you. I have never cheated before this whole situation.
January 07, 2022, 17:08

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Same here. And i know. Our relationship, is unexplainable, irrational. Even now I feel compelled to come there and see you. I feel that we are bonded somehow, twinflame or some other thing, i am not sure what. January 07, 2022, 17:17
SW Sassy Willow
It’s fine it changed to a dream about fishing for whatever reasons
January 07, 2022, 16:55

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Lol. Randomness. Havent been fishing in years January 07, 2022, 17:07
SW Sassy Willow
I know it’s crazy
January 07, 2022, 16:10

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    No, I get it. There is a part of you, and me for that matter, that will always think that it was easy for the other to stray from our own spouses and wonder if it will happen again with someone else. Even though we both know the depth of our feelings. January 07, 2022, 16:27
SW Sassy Willow
Well I had come up there to surprise you and I saw you tuck a girls hair behind her ear and say hey beautiful and It made me sick to my stomach.
January 07, 2022, 16:00

SW Sassy Willow
Yea just stressed. We have company coming today so they have me running around doing 10million things. Also bad dreams so there’s that.
January 07, 2022, 15:23

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Oh yay. We had company wednesday. Tell me about the dreams? January 07, 2022, 15:25
SW Sassy Willow
Meh how about you?
January 07, 2022, 15:13

  • Sean Elliot Sean Elliot
    Meh. Been high anxiety today. Felt borderline PA. You ok? January 07, 2022, 15:21
SW Sassy Willow
Hello hi
January 07, 2022, 15:03

SW Sassy Willow
I miss you too
January 02, 2022, 15:27
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