For love, I forgot For love, I forgave I’m never satisfied more that faved, That overwhelmed many, Resulting in not many, happy. Don't take myself to the grave, No need to starve, Just hibernate like a larvae, Steady in revenge, so strange…

For love, I forgot For love, I forgave I’m never satisfied more that faved, That overwhelmed many, Resulting in not many, happy. Don't take myself to the grave, No need to starve, Just hibernate like a larvae, Steady in revenge, so strange…

For love, I forgot For love, I forgave I’m never satisfied more that faved, That overwhelmed many, Resulting in not many, happy. Don't take myself to the grave, No need to starve, Just hibernate like a larvae, Steady in revenge, so strange…

Don't come closer or I'll have to go.

You say try this so I try it You say do this and so I do it You say be confident Well maybe I would be if I felt I was enough I do all you ask but it’s feels as if your not proud What if I didn’t do all you asked would you still love me

On the outside, someone can appear to have it all: a great job, a healthy family, an active social life, a beautiful home. "We look at the outside veneer and say, 'They're doing great. Life is wonderful. How could they even contemplate suicide?' But you really don't know what's going on inside of someone...

What doesn't kill me, returns to destroy me. What doesn't kill me, curses me. What doesn't kill me, makes me the enemy.

En las noches frías tu recuerdo me paraliza. Pienso que estás conmigo, me tomas de la mano, cubres mi cuerpo con aquella cobija con la que nos envolviamos para ver películas, tus dedos recorriendo mi rostro, y subiendo para entrelazarlos con mi cabello , y al final me calmes con un beso en la mejilla...

No me interesa romper barreras que no quiero romper para demostrar cuanta valentía tengo, es cuestión de crecimiento espiritual. Se que me ves subiendo escalones que no cuento porque no me interesa el numero por el que voy, me interesa la subida. Pienso; me voy de ese lugar, no soy valiente y tengo mucho miedo pero eso no me importa mientras exista la palabra "coraje". Y reservo ese coraje para usarlo cuando se lo que quiero. Y no para exponer todo lo que aprendí que quiero preservar.

Till the end of moon, I’ll be here residing at nowhere. Who knows the end of day, If we would live or die at bay. All I remember is her smile, In sunny weather a thunder strikes. The eyes so deep as an ocean, Skin so smooth as if buttered with lotion. The moment she arrived at shore, The water rose, heart cries as I called. Now I know what love was, To cross someone heart without a pass.

Este día simplemente quiero ponerle un punto final a esta historia llamada vida, quise ser fuerte pero hoy por favor denme cinco minutos de descanso, me encuentro en la azotea de un edificio, las personas se ven diminutas desde esta altura, quien lo diría que son causantes de tanto daño y sufrimiento para otros, quien diría que esos pequeños puntos en movimiento son causantes de varios problemas emocionales y quien diría que el día de hoy son los autores del final de mi historia -Fer.Landázuri-

I was laughing alone I was dancing alone I was lying alone I was crying alone I was dying alone NOW TELL ME HOW IT FEELS WHERE I CAME FROM

Tengo miedo... Si sigo ocultándome me perderé Pero que puedo hacer? Nadie me querrá si me muestro tal y como soy... Tengo miedo de defraudarte. Sé que soy un asco... No sirvo para la mayoría de cosas, Pero no puedes ver que lo intento?

Siento que me gusta y me seduce Lo anhelo y a la vez me da mucho miedo Siento que lo necesito pero lo veo muy lejano. Nadie sabe si es bueno o malo Si me hará bien, mal o ni siquiera sentiré su presencia.

Deep in the darkness, where all my dreams disappear... I stand alone... All for my geas, the curse of my very being, my one and only, curse for leaving you behind...

It hurts if someone tells you they don't want you, but it hurts more if they don't tell you.....

Cómo estás?... Esa pregunta que la hago esperando una respuesta sincera. Conmigo será igual?, cuando me lo preguntan es porque realmente les importa o es pura costumbre u obligación? Siento que es una pregunta que no debería hacerse porque sí Pero creo que es contradictorio lo que digo, ya que si me preguntan cómo estoy elijo responder "bien", puesto que responder "mal" genera preguntas que no quiero responder. Me pasa sólo a mí?

I'm scared and afraid with so much I think I should say... So much dismay my nerves are so frayed…Would you be angry if I say I am not very thankful today? Would you be angry if I say I want more than a few text as daily interactions with the man that I love each day? would you be mad or sad if you knew how much my heart hurts today? maybe you just don't understand all my dismay? But my love no kiss goodnight? Has me up in my dreams looking for another who won't make me feel  that way...RJW

I used to think that solitude suited me. I've always been a loner. I enjoyed the quietness of silence. I enjoyed being by myself so much my friends used to call me "ghost", even though they knew they could count on me they also knew I needed my space and I disappeared from their lives from time to time. I never thought I could ever hate being alone. But during the pandemic lockout I realised how alone I was. For the first time I felt alone and needed desperately someone share my loneliness with.

Son solo escritos que expresan el miedo que tengo, ese que me visita todas las noches y me susurra que estará siempre a mi lado asfixiándome, torturándome y quitándome las pocas ganas que me quedan de vivir. -Fernanda Landazuri-

Through their words or actions, most people who take their own lives really have communicated their intent beforehand to other people...

I like being alone. Not feeling alone. In my opinion that makes a huge difference. When I sit, I don't sit alone. When I sleep, I don't sleep alone. When I eat, I don't eat alone. Silence is there. She is my best friend. No need to understand me, but she never leaves. She drowns out the outside noise but she never overpowers my inner voice. And she is there for my griefs, sadness and smiles. For once I don't feel alone. Because someone doesn't leave me In my home.

I like being alone. Not feeling alone. In my opinion that makes a huge difference. When I sit, I don't sit alone. When I sleep, I don't sleep alone. When I eat, I don't eat alone. Silence is there. She is my best friend. No need to understand me, but she never leaves. She drowns out the outside noise but she never overpowers my inner voice. And she is there for my griefs, sadness and smiles. For once I don't feel alone. Because someone doesn't leave me In my home.

I like being alone. Not feeling alone. In my opinion that makes a huge difference. When I sit, I don't sit alone. When I sleep, I don't sleep alone. When I eat, I don't eat alone. Silence is there. She is my best friend. No need to understand me, but she never leaves. She drowns out the outside noise but she never overpowers my inner voice. And she is there for my griefs, sadness and smiles. For once I don't feel alone. Because someone doesn't leave me In my home.

¿ Debería estar normalizado el sentirte encerrado en tu propia cárcel o solo es cuestión de la persona ?

Hay algo que no voy a entender de los humanos, y es, que cuando estás con ese algo sientes que te abruma, sientes que te hostiga, sientes que quieres salir de ahí, pero cuando ya no lo tienes, te sientes jodidamente perdido, perdido sin aquello que ahora es importante en tu vida y que cuando lo tenías no lo valorabas lo suficiente, en mi caso es mi familia. -Fernanda Landázuri-

It was easy to fall for you Unexpectedly, Got used to you Happily, Got addicted to you Like a bee looking for honey Like others looking for money Falling for you An amazing world Beautiful faces and old Happiness, yet readiness, Found myself loved, nevertheless

It was easy to fall for you Unexpectedly, Got used to you Happily, Got addicted to you Like a bee looking for honey Like others looking for money Falling for you An amazing world Beautiful faces and old Happiness, yet readiness, Found myself loved, nevertheless

It was easy to fall for you Unexpectedly, Got used to you Happily, Got addicted to you Like a bee looking for honey Like others looking for money Falling for you An amazing world Beautiful faces and old Happiness, yet readiness, Found myself loved, nevertheless

It was easy to fall for you Unexpectedly, Got used to you Happily, Got addicted to you Like a bee looking for honey Like others looking for money Falling for you An amazing world Beautiful faces and old Happiness, yet readiness, Found myself loved, nevertheless

Esa desesperación, la asfixia, las ganas de desaparecer, son las que sacian la navaja que perforan mi piel lentamente, mientras pequeños brotes de sangre empiezan a hacerse presentes poco a poco, tratando de saciar las desgarradoras ganas de placer que me provoca el ardor de aquellos ligeros cortes. -Fernanda Landazuri-