My heart is broken I feel so lost inside
A devastating blow, I feel so dead inside.
Cannot think of anything but her
Everything I see reminds me of her.
I don't want to feel this fucking way anymore
I've had enough, can't take this anymore.
Another heart break leaving me empty again
Its happened before time and time again.
I give it my all, do what I can for the one that I love
Somehow it is not enough, every woman, in the end, spurns my love.
I think that I am through, forget all this trying shit
To please a woman who can never be pleased, leaves me feeling like shit.
Once again, I am going to hide for good
Hide myself away from all that is good.
No more emotions for another I'm afraid
No more feeling for women they make me afraid.
Cannot do enough, did what I can
Never fucking enough, Im just a trash can.
Lies and deceit, they'll keep you there
Giving them what they want, forget about me, Im not even there.
Fuck you, you are like all those others in my past
Exploit my insecurities of them always leaving in the past.
They are all the same
Just another woman, the game they all play is still the same.
Michael
2-10-2023