Broken Heart Follow story

It hurts, but why? I need to stop, he's not worth it. He's not worth crying over. He's not worth thinking about. My life doesn't revolve around him. I've lost people I care about before so why does it hurt so much? I shouldn't care, I should be over it by now. I don't like him, I miss what we had. I wish it hadn't crumbled to pieces. But he doesn't seem to care so whh should I? What's wrong with me? Why can't I let go? I need help, I need to stop, somehow. But people don't understand. I miss you.