ivy-valerie Ivy Valerie

I want to die but I need a little more time.So I don't want you to love me or save me I just need you to stay with me.


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#trauma #love #youngadult #drowning #mentalhealth #pain #death #monsters #romance #anxiety
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Chapter 1

If you've never felt yourself die then you are one of the lucky ones. I've felt like that my whole life a part of me died and people mistake me for being numb, emotionless maybe Abit unkind.

But that's not it at all I swear. I'm not unkind or unfeeling towards anything in fact quite the opposite.

I want to be numb instead I feel everything.

The whole world seems to be laughing at me but it's just the voices in my head talking.

I want to die but I can't at least not yet. But I need a reason to stay.

I bought myself a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of liquor. I bump into you. My bottle falls out of my hand but you catch it. I breathe a sigh of relief and I hear you ask me." are you gonna drink this alone?"

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DW Dennis Waweru
I have found the book relatable and an emotional experience to say the least .....This book is a masterpiece
2 weeks ago
EW Ess Wahu
AMAIZINGGGGGGG waiting for the next chapter to unfold meanwhile let my imagination take over๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—
July 18, 2021, 20:30
AK Alex Kagema
Looking forward to the next part, relatable
May 06, 2021, 12:17
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