Insomnia Follow einer Story

Wish that I could start again

but we know I would fail again

I would do the same thing again

repeat and repeat all over again.

I know the sun rises every day

even if we can't see it's true colors

"this time I will make it" I say

but I find it so hard to fly, to try.

Giving up seems so easy

but my thoughts keep being noisy

How do I mute them?

How to sleep with them?

There's a part in me

who wants to keep trying

who wants to keep fighting

who wants to walk even when it's raining.

I hear whispers in my ears

it repeats and repeats

it fails and fails

it's words are sweet

Should I hear?

Should I keep in silence?

Should I follow them?

Should I start over again?