Hope it’s something I resuscitate daily.
At sunrise it’s easy to believe .....
but as the sun sets hope dies as I fall asleep.
I’ll never be but I always dreamed.
That picture perfect life is never what it seems.
To be the father that stood strong.
Raising children along with there mom.
happiness and smiles, all the way to graduation.
Now,I don’t speak to my kids, Im that did betrayed them.
Betrayed them with the force they needed from me.
The force to handle life’s struggles, and get them through seemingly....
Unharmed and happy, that duty was dropped.
I’m not making excuses,
The depression anxiety either way, I lost!!!!
And to just see their faces, I would pay any cost.
Now looking back, at the pills I took.
To drowned out a world that doesn’t look
As happy or as pure as it did back then
Now it’s dark and cold, and I’m the Monster
That tells you to sin......
I let what was not real take what was realist to me.
I allowed fear to take away my family.........
All that’s left is this man covered in ashes...
No pity party for me, I caused this disaster.
Vielen Dank für das Lesen!