The hypervigilance
Its just so hard to explain
Imagine you're drowning
Ice cold water
and numbness
A pounding headache
The waves crashing over under and around you
The instinct to not let any water in is so strong
You won't open your mouth until you feel like your heads exploding
Your scared but when you finally let the water in
That's when it all stops hurting
You claw at your throat hoping to let air in
Any air you close your mouth
And you blackout
You're still alive you wake up and you're in a hospital bed
You're fine
Until you see the see animal show on tv
Your mind immediately flickers to the water you were trapped in
You're scared
You feel trapped again
And then the feeling gone
You wonder if it will come back
And it will
But for now, it's gone
Vielen Dank für das Lesen!
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