They call her weird. Indescribably unlike anyone,anywhere. Her distorted reality was enough to blend for only a short while before time came in and changed her view of life completely. Suddenly. Suddenly the haze of lies and deceptions showed itself in its true form in the way she needed it to. When she spoke people despised her. She was simply unlovable But all along her heart was good and she tried to show others she cared. No one cared if she cared. Not enough to recognize her sadness.

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮? One recent look of you, my heart always flew. Now, it is left as black and blue. Hands grazing mine. Like fine poison of a vine We danced. Like leaves in a breeze. Eyes so golden Used to fixate mine, like on a hold'em. Now so cold, so frozen. Distant So far, every inch pulling me to you. Yet you tear away. My heart is left as black and blue. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

~ Love. Amor. Amore. One word, that slipped from my lips. But only your hands on my hips Was enough to let it. Love. Turned into Hatred. Odio. Détester. Slipped easier from my lips than thought. Time. Time is all that you bought Us by staying A walking disaster. A matter of minutes till you tear Your hands away from my hips And see the tear catching on my lips. A tear that has meant a year. Of pain Heartbreak Fights Regain Of consciousness To see the fake. It was all it would take. ~