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Disillusion

Leaning back in the seat, Julia was rocked by the gentle rocking of the car and the pleasant music she was listening to.  Instead of enjoying the landscape, Julia decided to listen to music in the hope that it would become a balm for the great sadness she felt.  She closed her eyes so that she could feel it in its entirety.  A single tear dropped down her cheek and slid down her neck.  How can she be deceived?  How could she let them have given her hope and at the same time stirred up what she loved most?  She let herself be deceived and now suffered the consequences as her heart was bleeding at that moment

5. Januar 2022 23:37 0 Bericht Einbetten 0
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Letter from Fibromyalgia

Dear Beatriz,

I hope this letter finds you unwell and in a lot of pain (because that's why I'm best known 😊). I'm writing this letter to tell you that it's silly what you intend to do to our body, yes because your body is now mine too. I know you really want to be a military man, that you've been suffering for 6 years because I allegedly won't let you in, but you won't make it. Will our body ever withstand all those exercises and effort when you are sometimes unable to put on a simple sock or even put a fork in your mouth? DO YOU REALLY THINK? I don't agree that you want to do this. I think it's stupid. But anyway, you know, whatever you do, I'll always be here to disturb you, whether it's with horrible pain, extreme tiredness and fatigue, fibro fog and many other symptoms that we both love.

All bad for you, Fibromyalgia

29. Dezember 2021 15:39 0 Bericht Einbetten 0
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Undead

I'm a fickle person. Both I am and I am not well where I am.

I'm tired of existing. The existence itself tires me, but nevertheless I think that death would not be a solution either. Why is this? Because I think I would be a person to tire of the monotony of being dead. Maybe that's why I consider myself in a way the undead. Dead when I forget how good it is to live and be able to write. And Live when when I'm thirsty to live, to write, to drink what surrounds me!

11. Dezember 2021 00:58 0 Bericht Einbetten 0
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I remember...

I remember when nothing hurt me. I remember my only annoyance was not having anyone to play with. I played a lot alone as a girl.

I remember when nothing hurt me.

But that's not why I wasn't happy. I think at some point I must have been happy, don't ask me to identify where and when because I don't know. I just don't know. Did you have imaginary friends? No, it didn't. And if there was what's the problem?? Someone to explain it to me.

1. Dezember 2021 04:28 0 Bericht Einbetten 0
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